Saturday, October 31, 2015

Deep Thoughts

I'm thinking...

I'm thinking...I'm thinking too much. 

Now I'm thinking...I should go to sleep now.

Thursday, October 29, 2015

You know how I feel every morning?
It would be a combination of this:

Or this:
(You can't go wrong with throwing Lord of the Rings into anything)

Thou does make a point.

Any way...back to my main point. I discovered the aggravating truth last night when I had a terrible headache equivalent to being hit by a truck (I know I'm basic with my metaphors, sue me). Regardless, I am sitting at dinner asking myself why have I had this consistent headache all day that no amounts of Advil and Aleve would reALEVE me from (haha get it?)? 

Then I finally realized: 
I never had my daily dose of caffeine that day. I am so accustomed to downing an unhealthy amount of coffee mixed with my pre-workout every day that without it I felt with drawl, yes with drawl, symptoms from not ingesting caffeine. 

Goes to show, caffeine with drawl symptoms are a real thing. A throbbing head ache all day: not fun. That's not even going into detail on how tired I was.

To all you caffeine addicts out: I get it. 

I'll always remember my daily dose of caffeine addiction so I can feel like this everyday:

Smile on folks.

Wednesday, October 21, 2015

"I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you"
-Linkin Park

I listened to this song today titled Numb, sung by Linkin Park. Based off of Linkin Park's song history, they aren't exactly well known to be entirely pleasant in their lyrics. To be honest, I use this song when I am running at the gym. It keeps me motivated. In my opinion this song really speaks out to me. I don't doubt Linkin Park one bit that this song has a dark message.

My opinion, however is different than their intentions. When I run to this, I just think of how much I want to be who I am. That "I'm tired of being what you want me to be." I am running to be healthy, to feel good for myself, and no one else. 

My main advice here from this is to never forget who you are. Be who you want to be, not what other people want you to be. 


Tuesday, October 13, 2015


Okay, so apparently red lipstick is a thing right now? Now, I won't act like I haven't done it. I mean I was a dancer (well, attempted) for 16 something years and I had to beautify my lips with firetruck red lipstick to stand out in the crowd. But, to be honest I think my awkward tripping and poor performance of dance was enough of a strategy to stand out.

I'll admit it though, even with this whole rant, I did drive to CVS and purchase red and bright pink lipstick..***sigh***. You could call this hypocritical, but to be honest I wanted to find out what the obsession and hype of this fashion style is.  I hate saying it, but it's actually kind of fancy as hell wearing red lipstick. I have discovered though that I could not just wear it around for fun, but when going out somewhere, it's nice. 

Except when drinking out of glasses, that shit gets everywhere. 

 As I am typing this, a Miley Cyrus song came on, ironically considering I just ranted about her in my last post, so I will leave you with this... 

Have a wonderful day!
<3 Mack
Image result for miley cyrus
Hey look kids, it's some red lipstick!